Must be last.

If u read my post, u must take ur mirror, and take ur brain back. 

I try to forgive for years, as u kno. I try to fight, try to stay, to keep my heart and mind in a track. 

I try to face reality, face problems

I try to accept that there's something beyond my power

U say that i'm just a second choice, that u think, u're right

For many years, maybe yes, i try to get u

But take a mirror, in a long time, u first that try to catch me, disturb my relationship

This is a fact and don't try to contaminate mine. 

That i'm nobody, well it u say clearly

That i'm just a wind, or a shelter

I try to reconcile with universe

I hardly force my self to love

For many years, a thousand words and cry i ask HIM to save u

Then, this is it

I will grow to be.

That u'll look at me.

I learn that i'm worth

To be loved.

To be brave

To get my love back, my life in a balance

This post will be last

Must be last

I have a right to feel happiness. Not from u. I decide. This is last. Promise.